I sit here during my first quiet moment of the last few days, silently contemplating changing my name… No, I don’t mean my given name, I mean the name MOM, or rather Mama as baby calls me. The name given to me by my wonderful children… And at this point I don’t even mean ALL of my children, and there happens to be 7 of them, no, I mean the baby, Miranda… Now normally I wouldn’t think of such a thing, but after 3 days I am tired…. Tired of lifting her in that 1 ton cast of hers to take her to the potty only to have her say, “I don’t have to go now, Mama” (said in that sweet and innocent little voice of hers) and then struggling to lift her up and get her back to bed because she cant walk on that foot. Tired of watching Scooby Doo, or Richie Rich ALL day long cuz she wants Mama to sit with her…. Tired of forcing Motrin and Tylenol into her because she cries that her big leg, (which is what she calls her cast) hurts so bad, but she doesn’t want to take the medicine to make it feel better. Tired of fighting to wash her hair and get the tangles combed out because it gets so terribly ratted up when all she does is lay around and rub her head back and forth over the pillows and sheets… Just tired…. Not that I would give my job of mom up for anything in the world… But gee whiz!!! Enough is enough already! And I still have 9 more days before the cast can come off…. Will I make it??? Stay tuned….
On another note… it is HOT here! Not just a little hot! It is real hot! Heat index of 108* Our central air has been out all season as we wait on my brother, the heating/ac technician, to get us a quote on a new furnace /ac unit. At least we have a room ac unit in our bedroom, the computer room and baby’s room… Alex and Sara have bedrooms in the basement so they spend a lot of time down there in their rooms where it is cool too.
I keep refilling Baron’s, (our almost 2 yr old German Shepherd male) water bowl. He seems to prefer it outside under our big evergreen bush laying in the dirt. I am thinking I will go outside pretty soon and turn the hose on for him so he can play in the water for awhile. I have never seen a GS that likes the water as much as he does. Whenever I turn the hose on it is a fight between him and baby to see who gets to soak up the water… Generally he wins…
Hubby is back at work, but he does get tomorrow off so maybe a little more will get done on the deck… So there…. I feel a little better…. Baby is napping right now so I think maybe I will take some quiet time and go lay in my bed and maybe watch a big people movie rather than the ‘toons And just in case there is any doubt.. I love baby with all my heart, her smile makes me melt, her little arms hugging me close is worth any amount of tiredness on my part, and will I continue to jump when she calls me??? You bet! Sometimes, ya just gotta let it all out though…. thanks for dropping by and don’t forget to share a smile |